Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I'm Sorry...

慢慢的发现
宅女,这形容词适合我的个性

我开始不喜欢出街,
开始喜欢呆在家
开始对外面的世界不感兴趣
开始逃避所有的一切
难道我就会这样持续下去吗?

想的更深沉一点
我是否对这繁忙的社会感到厌倦?
还是变得自闭了?
看见每个朋友都瘦瘦的身材
好羡慕哦
可是我却...
有时朋友还会打打我手臂上的‘肥油’,说:'有好多肉哦'
其实我很伤心
但是,事实就是如此

我,
变了...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Persistent...

I'm too persistent..
I think now is the time to abandon with what i wish, what i hope and what i dream before that
thats all are not belong to me, not even one?
Aiks..what a shame huh?

Nearly are suffering with the exam, damn!
i dun think i can continue my education, althought it was easy for my sister?
i'm not enough good to study,
i'm not a clever girl,
i'm not a hardworking girl too
study is TOTALLY NOT suitable to me
why why WHY???

suddenly feel like an useless person...wish tommorrow will be better

*today, i'm giving up for waiting...

Monday, September 14, 2009

time...

‘时间能冲淡一切’
这句话,有不少人对我说

time,
may be it can dilute one part of my memory,
but not all of my memory

time,
may be it can be the best way to forget someone,
but not the way to delete him from my memory

time,
may be it could be to prove something,
but not everything is real

time,
may be it was the way to growth up
but not the way to change your attitude

time,
it can be pass in one second,
but the memory will kept in your mind for rest of your life

EXAM!!!

考试来临了
很无聊
担心这次的CGPA不能拿到2.0,如果拿不到,就要自己给钱,担心~~
与其担心,倒不如现在就努力吧!加油!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Present...

我,
很意外的受到了一枚戒指
这戒指真正的含义,并非你们所想的
他告诉我说,是件很贵的生日礼物
他还说,现在的他还不够资格,等到他够条件了够胆量了才会做出下一步,但是他不晓得,什么时候?
我很开心你会有那样的想法,有着成熟稳重的想法
这想法将会使得你更迈进一步,加油!

我,
从来没强调过我是单身,也没否认过
单身并不代表我没心爱的人;
不代表我没喜欢的人
不代表我的心是空虚的
不代表一切一切...
只是,我想保持沉默,
保持我的权利,我的自由

这几天的我,
试戴了这枚戒指
带着一枚没有感情的戒指
它,外表不错,但缺乏了一种感觉
缺乏了我应对它有的爱

这枚戒指对我而言,是负担
它代表着了一个人的承诺
一个人的坚持
一个人的愿望
我不想被人说我狠心,所以尝试戴了
但是,没感觉就是没感觉

Steven Y,
i'm sorry...

Sunday, September 6, 2009

GET OFF!!!

I hate you,
Seriously damn hate you
Hate you deeply
Stop finding me

I thought you will know you r black listed from me since i delete you from my facebook list
Please! I already DELETED you from my MIND!!!